Due to poor culture or lack of mentorship since childhood itself, we as a child gets a list created of 'Things which makes me happy' consisting of fantasies of great experiences or relationships or extra-ordinary desires or regarding some milestones.
However, rushing behind all this fake happiness still focus on self remains dormant everytime. Which has now eventually resulted into you being happy in the moment still remaining unsatisfied. Having close relationship with someone else, which drives your life you are still far-away form yourself; unknown to yourself.
Running behind the list created in childhood still makes you clueless regarding tru-happiness and being self-focused.
"se connaître avant d'essayer de connaître les autres"